Uncertain

Whatever happen to youth is draining us out bit by bit
You question the actions, the thoughts and you in general
It either advances or gets pushed aside
I can't help to think what is holding me back
"What if"... there it is again
I think i know the answer but i will uncover it for that matter

Light me up

How can something bad be so addictive
The sensation you feel once it hits you
To leave a foul taste but still wanting more
Watch it goes up and vivid colors turns to ash grey
A cloud rise above you and then disappears
Is it all that satisfying, i wonder

Distress

How did we manage to let it fall apart
Was it i who held it too strong for too long
Or you for letting it slip under your tight grasp
Maybe we were using it loosely
What had once involve all emotions, feelings and senses
Became the downfall of it all in the end
Does really come down to fate and stories written about us
Were you just someone i met along the stump to make me a stronger me
I may not have experienced it all i guess

Crime scene

What i would give to have half of what you are
I know we are all not born perfect
But sadly others do have it better.. than well the rest of us
The lack of "It" factor is what boggles me
One look and im washed away by defeat and despair
But there are a handful who gets desperate and does the unthinkable
Not a makeover but a murder

Regrets

I cannot undo my past and therefore it would be forever etched in my memories
They say there is no use crying over spilled milk
But isn't it good to let go for once
They say it could help in character building
But how could i, when i am no longer able to look forward
As i've said before, what ifs are infinite
And there couldn't be any definitive answer to it

mirror

I can have me staring back me and still have not figured it out
What life is suppose to mean
Which direction should i be taking
But i can't because im still drowning in my own fantasies
Focus and attention was never a problem until now
It is not the sinking feeling that i get
Its the hopelessness in all that i see

Heart locked down

I have protected myself with these invisible wings of mine
For i am not willing to give what is there left to it, even if its someone like you, my dear
I have build these walls so high
Only for it to be stripped away brick by brick
For i have not learnt well
Feelings so raw that i can never to possess
Not allowed this proximity or anxiety between us
I am void of human contact
And maybe never will i feel that ever